INTRO.....Life Skills.
I have lost two of mine this week, and i have no idea where the next pound note is comming from, with things i must pay out daily, how did i get to this position, im a good person and honest, open minded i enjoy helping and learning from others.
I put it down to a learning curve.
I'm trooping on trust me, THE DEVIL MAKES WORK FOR IDLE HANDS reinstating ideas that because of all the obstacles I'm encountering im being sidetracked and put back a few blocks, back to the drawing board but I know that I'm lucky I'm not cursed with bad mind and negative thoughts, I've been around them people and it's a life sentence, coming away from them you sort of feel like you have escaped a life sentence and even though you have nothing to show for your life long years you feel rich and blessed. You have to be around negative people to realize how you don't want to be, I feel like I've realized and felt and learned many life skills that can be put to positive use, I just need the apparatus and tools to put this to the test, Ive been heartbroken but im repaired, I'm living with a solid brick wall in place, I'm ready to put my knowledge out there I just need the tools to enable this. I trust in the unknown to guide me somewhere I don't know I'm here but trust in myself to make everything worthwhile, im lucky I've found some lifelong friends as some people are unbalanced and help you appreciate the good. The imposters you will learn to avoid..you already know who but your conscious mind allows them, you feel as if they can't make any difference as there only pawns on the game board of life but you take something from everything, and everyone whether its a memory or an experience that later on in life it will affect your decision or actions that your subconscious mind will make, don't settle for anything without giving it hard thought from a birds-eye view and a slow heartless thought. Through the body ie..mind, past events, heart then your voice takes flight ...voice can be significant and have an impact on your audience I know I must get a big break soon im aware of how unfair I feel life is treating me, I'm looking for the reason so I can use it for good use, sourcing out all the things that I can use to make anything better than what it is or was. Im in ruins and rebuilding is a slow process, I have no patience in learning this, and I trust within to make it all ok. inside im projecting my pain turning my life around but doing nothing at present to empower this. The main part is acknowledging this that the first bit, then it's exploring everything to see how I can change this, then acting on it.
