A lie to die for Chapter 2

Secretfriendz 18+ ONLY....SECRETFRIENDZ We all need someone to trust anx build Meaningful NON timewasting relationships with, but as you will learn throughout your lifetime.... A lie to die for...a short storie. CHAPTER 1 - April 12, 2023 Well my name's Potty Pete and yeah I've got a plan The 3month mega money maker 2 Idea's, 3months 1.Drug dealing 2.Personal Services Well I landed in a well known seaside resort, with money on my mind I started scanning the town centre for homeless people, keen to learn who's doing what and what the competition is. It didn't take me long to find out the way the world works within this way of life, excited and scared and eager to succeed this plan and execute it.llI befriended a guy called Brutus the name is well suited, he talked fast and looked like a walking clothes horse, some poor dead man wants his clothes back I said, he turned around and half smiled, wondering if I was trouble or just breaking the ice for conversation, he replied well it's better than looking like an advert for a wannabe designer brand, or like you took wrong turn on way to the gym. addidas splashed across my jumper,clean and new on today.i make you right I said, this is all the charity shop had in my size, can you get anything I said He looked bemused and replied ..what do u mean ? Gear I replied, he looked me up and down, passing full judgement and replied do I look like I take drugs ..? I stuttered and tried to think of a reply..only joking he said, how do I no your not a cop ,are you wearing a wire he said while softly and half heartedly patting my chest.quite shell shocked that he was putting his hand on me heart beating fast feeling like he was kind of invading my personal space.. talking rapid i replied Narr I'm just new round ere and want to make some friends, start new life, I come from up north, divorced and depressed and laughed , he laughed too,then replied slow down mate i gathered your not from around here, yeah your right I said, your definitely a man of the world,thinking to myself ,wrong I bet you've never even left this town. I've made my first friend now I just need to tag along and learn the ropes of being a homeless dropout. How much do you want, 40 pounds I replied and I'll sort you out,get me a good deal and we will have a smoke I replied, I had his attention now, as I had googled the lingo, I felt like an undercover policeman or a star from a movie, maybe breaking bad, it felt good creating a character,I could behave and become or be anyone I want, ied only ever smoked cannabis 15year ago at a school dance, I hadn't thought this far ahead of how these mind altering substances may make me feel I decided to explore this idea after watching various documentarys, and thinking anyths possible, that and a whole load of bills entering my little letterbox daily after loosing my business The coffee hut, due to rising costs and an ex wife who I stil love who left me for the married man next door, I had to take a break as I felt as if I was forever waiting for her to call as she does quite regular asking for financial help or to be her private cab, what a fool I have become, yet I find it impossible to say no, so being 300 miles away makes saying no the only option, from feeling like a football player sitting on the bench to a player every one wanted not just needed was a thought I never magined As he drifted out of veiw in to the night i realised that i had been to trusting and this was my first lesson that i never needed as that piece of common sense i had gained over my years i had let slip, this bridge with me,s had not been pieced together correctly, thats ok i mumbled out loud theres plenty more crackheads by the sea, and that was too true to say, and no i wasnt gonna let this act of non kindness of pothead pete deter me it was nut but s giving me a burning sensation in my stomach to rise above, ill soon have him eating out my hand.enjoy i thought coz pete ill ensure you will regret that, i thought ied feel put off and betrayed, but i half expecting that as ied lgave him to much lesway and he was a good talker, what a lowlife, he was gonna regret it coz my plan was in action, if all goes to plan he will tegrrtnd doing so for that 15munites of suspicion, ied finally accepted my self was correct but was hthis memory worth 40pou butnnd, .pete you have given me more bursts of eagerness to succseed Anyway i found a couple of people who too wete scoring so i just followed and acted like i knew what the corse of actuon was, not gonna do a pete repeat oh no no a tall dark figure slid my cash from my hand, pushing 3tiny balls into my shakey hand, this was exciting, i never felt like an outcast as confidence and my adrenaline were working in my favour in this situation. as soon as the dealer eas out of digjt ee walked to a deep doorway grom a derelict shop, rushing to pierce open these tightly wrapped balls, i was getting ready svated and excited foru next step Smoking the crack, load me one and you can smoke the rest i said looking up tjrough my strained tired eyes to the quiet girl who eas waiting to be sorted a pipe, basically looking like a right free loader i felt like ied. saved her pride for a one moment she looked like shed way past careing, everything invisible apart from that white hard candle like substance. 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Archive Labels Report Abuse SUBSCRIBE lets go ill bell the guy on route, he is definitely on and has the best stuff, with saying that he spun round and started walking at a fast pace, i was trying hard to keep up fighting a stitch from downing a cheap cider that i had in my bag.half jogging behind NAME i noticed a large crowd of people, ahh one laughed has he had you omc the crack march... well one things for certain, just saying the words im so lonely and ive got no one,makes my heart render and a gobstopping feeling rising up from my stomach to my throat, so no matter what i was doing and where i was doing it, nothing could be more worser than carrying them bad feelings with nothing in the pipeline to change that. smileing at the thought of the world is my oyster, not the feeling of the world is empty and i hate it. which i regularly think. it seems like what i think has a big impact on how and what i feel, why do i punish myself in self pity. only i can answer that, poor me pour me a big strong alcoholic drink is the answer immediately. so here i was. should i pass money to this guy to get me the mind altering drugs so here i am like a fish outta water or a little fish in an ocean of sharks, just testing out the water really, seeing if my swimming abilitys are more skillfull than the rest, I wandered around wondering where i was going to sleep it was geting dark and i was not one bit tired, jusst excited and eager to get this show on the road. 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